A part of me was happy to be back at school...yet I was fooled and thought everything would be the same as when we left. Friendships and all. but now I feel forgotten and hurt that they are not how they were. The greatest friendship...witholding through so much pain, tears, and all...now mere strangers in a class. how can my world fall so far?
its sad to feel this way and i have no faith in the friendship being able to rebuild itself. You know how bad it hurts to say hi to someone you have missed so much and them not saying anything back to you? to be in a class and them not even notice you are sitting there in love with them and staring? i just wish i could go back to the friendships of last year when I actually felt like i was something to people.
"I don't know anything at all and I'm somebody else
It could take years to find you, it could take years to find myself
And I don't need to hear your answer I just need you to see
That I think it's time to break down these walls that we throw
Am I still breathing have I lost that feeling
Am I made of glass 'cause you see right through me
I don't know who I am and you're the only one who sees that
I can't ask these questions that cannot be answered today
And even if everything goes wrong and we start to fall apart
I will understand where you are, I will understand this by myself
And I don't need to hear your answer I just need you to feel
Like there are no boundaries at all
And how far have we come, too far to throw away the past
Will you be there waiting for me
I have to ask what we are, if I ask today it just won't last
So I'll be here waiting for you
Will we ever feel this good again - Not today"
go on. and make effort to
maybe rebuilf the friendship. when u find ur self putting TOO much work on it.
then maybe its not meant to be.
there are more people. nicer people.