i am sort of in a good mood...sort of not. I mean i am not in my normal despressed self right now. Like I know a lot of things are messed up but I feel like some may be fixing themselves. I mean like the whole thing with Jake is fixed...I mean like we are cool now...he will talk to me when I see him and crap and like I dont feel a sense of like annoyance to him anymore. I dont know...it just feels like things are working more easily relationship wise with people and that is a HUGE relief. Academically is another story...I am trying but I know it is not as much as I could. I am like really slacking one week and then one week I am like ON TOP of it all...I just need to try way harder and that is like one of my main concerns right now! I am really into the whole school scene because I get to see the guy I like and everything...this year I have only been absent 2 times and that is a HUGE improvement from last year and I havent ditched! YAY! I am just feeling like so...liked for a while and I am happy! Can anyone blame me? Not really...that is what I thought! Christmas is in 23 days! that is awesome...the break is a little split! granted I get to think about everything and figure this whole situation out....I wont see anyone...nor the guy I like! So I am sort of for it sort of not! If I get to talk to him then I am fine with the break...makes seeing him so much more meaningful and enjoyable! I cannot wait for that day..I will like probably be SOOOO happy so people you want something that is probably the BEST time to ask because yeah. I have fallen SO much for him..like beyond belief! I think I want to end this is a pleasant thought so..this shall be it! Oí Vay...I love seeing him everyday! It makes me feel so good...and I just smile...the perfect mood! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥