my heart dropped

Feeling: quirky
Yeah, if anyone didnt know i like Glenn and i did the stupidest thing. i told him i love him, seriously love him not a friend love, i feel sooo terrible, i cant put into words my emotions or why i feel them...but i just cant believe i said it, i mean i am in shock and so many things are flying through my head. it all comes back to me feeling so stupid for saying it, and feeling so bad for feeling it. i know it isnt what he needs and i cant believe i said it. i cant help but feel horrible, and i hope it wont change anything, and he said it wont and i believe him sooo much so i doubt it will...but a part of me feels like by telling him and feeling this, that i ruined it all. i am gonna go! We cry because we are human. In giving ourselves this release, we discharge pent-up emotions that lie deep within our souls. If only for the moment, they disappear into memory. If we are fortunate, we feel physically better for having cried. Crying helps us in our struggle against the importunities of loss, sadness and grief. It is a private act given to us as a gift. it is a gift of strength more than of weakness. see there is nothing wrong with what i am away doing!
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DUUUUUUUDE what happened what did he say???? awww i feel sad for you did you want to tell him??? anyways im really bored and schools not that great i miss Aremene and everyone else for some reason i miss Matt lewis you gotta admit he pretty hott anyways so whats up with you lately??hows everyone at the table??? you have no idea how much i miss everyone its like unbelieveable im graduating next year what a shocker HUH? especially coming from me!!!