got stoned last night, first fuckin' time in months, smoked a little solid with my cousin, she's having some major problem-O's right now, got some issues. oh well. not like i can do a damn thing about it. i just asked the skatalites booking dude if i can get some passes for a gig in london on the 1st of december. all hold yer thumbs for me. : ) i saw the most beautiful girl in reading yesterday. she has black hair and pale skin, she has a perfect body and she was wearing big fluffy boots and me 'n' kyle referred to her all day as 'the cute fluffy boots girl'. there was no live entertainment in reading yesterday though, it's the best part of saturdays, it just didn't happen, which sucked, i was looking forward to seeing at least a decent busker, all i saw was a bum playing harmonica badly and not even giving it any effort. damn him to hell. and damn going to school tomorrow, all the year 10s playing SHIT music and dancing in the drama studio while i'm either trying to read or chill. then amy comes along and she's totally selfless, cold and composed. come on baby, now throw me a right to the chin. don't just stare like you never cared, i know you did. just one sign that'll show me that you give a shit. or just fuck off and stop pretending that you may actualy give half a damn so i'll give you candy or the pot i promised you, thinkin i might get something out of it. i have half a joint in my room, and it's all mine. mwahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. later all. : P