how am i supposed to trust when i don't trust myself and am rarely given opportunity or reason to trust? similarly, substitute the words 'love' and 'care' and other such words in place of 'trust.' this is how i feel now. fuck all of you. none of you are reliable. none of you give a fuck. none of you are considerate or compassionate. et cetera. and as a matter of fucking fact, i suppose that applies to me too. but at the moment, in case nobody's noticed, i don't give a fuck right now. eat shit and die. : (