Really Do Almost Feel Bad

Feeling: somber
I am so close to really truly feeling bad for her... i really really am. chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:53:11 PM): hey girrl_anachronism (4:53:17 PM): hi chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:53:24 PM): whats up? girrl_anachronism (4:53:34 PM): nm. u? is jordan on aim chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:53:46 PM): nope sorry. same here. chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:54:00 PM): did something else happen in this chain of events? girrl_anachronism (4:54:12 PM): he is a bitch with a problem with violence and turning things around chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:54:35 PM): what did he do? spill pls. girrl_anachronism (4:55:59 PM): he was being rude. and then when i called this afternoon to see when he was bringing my stuff, he got all pissy and said if i brought matth or anyone over and they were 20 feet or closer to his door he would shoot at them. then he hung up. so i called back to tell him to forget it, but his dad answered and asked why I was causin trouble chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:56:24 PM): i'm sorry. chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:56:56 PM): but i dont think he has real bullet bullets for his gun(s) he has little plastic bbs that dont hurt much, but still that is a threat, and you can get him in huge trouble for it. girrl_anachronism (4:57:12 PM): i dont care about it chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:57:42 PM): that is a better way to go about it. girrl_anachronism (4:57:52 PM): youc an talk to him about it in dance if youw ant, but i have given up on him almost completely as a friend, as a person... chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:58:26 PM): if i do i do, but i if i dont... i guess i dont. he is really weird in dance. chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:58:34 PM): well he is really weird end of story girrl_anachronism (4:58:41 PM): i dont care chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:58:44 PM): he is an asshole that hurts people. girrl_anachronism (4:58:52 PM): i am on the verge of hating him either way chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:58:54 PM): thats pretty much all that can be said about him. girrl_anachronism (4:59:11 PM): whether or not he lied or meant to hurt me. he is two faced, put simply and plainly. chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:59:22 PM): yep. girrl_anachronism (4:59:32 PM): and yeah chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:00:05 PM): seeing a large amount of hurt being put upon two people by him... who felt for him... it shows he can't exactly handle much.. girrl_anachronism (5:00:06 PM): AND he never brought the stuff so i wrote him an email and said i dont want it anymore chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:00:51 PM): im sorry. i dont know what hi sproblem is girrl_anachronism (5:00:55 PM): brb. dont send message girrl_anachronism (5:03:52 PM): going to dinner. ttyl. yes i know how he is. and he still says he didnt lie so maybe he did, maybe he didnt. i dono. but yeah. i am so close to hating him. bye it is hard not to feel bad at least a litle bit about that... and i still can't help but feel semi responsible for it too...
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