The Silence 6.24.05

i got hawthorne heights. the screams of the blonde man are so calming. definitely a good investment. hm... i always seem to review my cds when i get them. i find it humorous. but it is really good. mildly morbid at parts which is always good to me.. but. yesterday wasnt very eventful. ttalke to natasha on IM for a while. got off... made mom a tape for her birthday... around 5 i got back on and talked to arjay. she was going to spend the night but her mom wouldnt let her. went to kmart with dad to get mom more stuff. got hawthorne heights. the dvd thing. i want to hear more by them. i love them. I KNOW I'M OUTSIDE OF YOUR WINDOW... WITH MY RADIO!!!!!!!!!!! SIT BACK AND WATCH HER DIE SLOWLY, DON'T CRY, SHE DIDN'T LOVE YOU ANYWAY SO CUT MY WRISTS AND BLACK MY EYES I NEED YOU MORE LIKE YESTERDAY... THE LAST DAY I COULD SEE YOU SMILE AS DAYS GO BY, THE MEMORIES REMAIN, I WONT LET GO BLEED THESE COLORS OPEN WIDE, BURNING BLUES FROM BUTTERFLIES I'VE GOT A SINGLE SILVER BULLET, I SHOT RIGHT THROUGHMY HEART TO PROVE I CAN SURVIVE WITHOUT YOU SCENE MISSING, FADE TO BLACK. THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY I KNOW THAT I AM DROWNING IN THE BLOOD FROM A PITCH BLACK HEART AS THESE WORDS PLAY OUT THEY'LL TRY TO DRAG YOU DOWN ERASE HER EMBRACE, ERASE IT FROM YOUR MIND, LET THIS DIE. ok maybe i'm a little obsessed. i love jt and the screaming man
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I got that cd. I listen to it when im feeling emo. Which isnt all that often. Buts its god all the same.

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