LITTLE HOLE disposable desintegrating into opaque oblivion gone in darkness just deadly memories poison bitten little hole into your side to kill let the candle melt burning you alive cut pain away for blood falling away into your unspeakable hell your little hiding place 7/24/05 HOLD IT TO YOUR HEAD i can't stand to look in your eyes and know it'll never fucking be the same. its hard to think about how goddamned dumb i was to believe you for a single second. wish i had the nerve to hold this to your head. to end it all right now to show you just whaat you have done. to show you what i'll do. it never fucking feels any better. take my withered hand, i'll pull back and let you go. pray for help to a nonexistant god. you just dont get it do you? wish i had the nerve to hold this to your head to end it all rignt now. to show you just what you have done. to show you how to hurt. i wont look in your eyes. wont let those fiery tears break me down. won't forget. take my withered hand. i'll pull back and let you go. let gravity have its way with you. plunge you into darkness(darkness darkness) hold this to your head. (BANG) 7/28/05 This empty name. this empty place. just a vacant expression on your face. unphased. driven to a jagged edge. say goodbye. just like that, you're gone for good. we've all changed. forgotten you so easily. forget us too. its not like we ever meant anything to you. tell me: am i wrong? tell me: am i wrong? bloody, useless apologies i cant use words to tell you how i feel. not like youd care anyway. tell me: am i wrong? voodoo you away from here (different place) different pain. (a different heart) take away your fucking power. an empty name. an empty place. tell me, now, 'cause i don't recognize your face. 7/28/05