Shy and quiet...
hidden what i feel
afraid to let it out
afraid of humiliation
so badly i want you
it hurts... truly aches
i wish i could read your mind sometimes
and know waht you think...
know what you feel
longing for memories to become reality
praying for what used to be
a death grip on the past
Knowing i should let go,
but i wont...
6.13.05
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A Kiss
Just a single kiss
From you... a state of bliss
Missing how it was
Forgetting the bad
With a kiss... one's all it takes
I miss you so much
It hurts me inside
I long for you to hold me...
All I ask of you
Is for one more kiss
One more sweet caress of yours
Hold me like before
When everything felt right
When the world was ours
Just a single kiss
Drawn to you like a bright flame
Praying just for that
Words... To make it right
Tell me what you used to say
Mean it when you do
Look into my eyes
Just don't break my heart again
Lean down gently and
Share with me one more
Let our lips meet again... melt
Fused to the others
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Summer routine
never thinking twice
the summer sun pulls
the heat outside
throbbing in the walls
begging.. pleading for a playmate
sun beams hammering down
on teh boiling pavement
ice melts in seconds
frozen to blistering
hot and stuffy
controlling and parching
a gleaming day star
tires and empties.
as it sets
they venture in
hopelessly dry and sore
sunburned to a crimson rue
the summer routine never ends...
6.13.05
Did u rite them?