why do i so often feel so abandoned? what is it? well arjay came back from her stupid fucking little piano lesson and now she's not talking to me. so i said hello to her and she doenst reply and then i sign off of AIM and i dont even get a hey. and then NOW when i sign back in she goes "hello" like it's nothing. and he isnt talking to me. and now she's not. fuckin A man...