ee. i am getting sick and it totally sucks. i mean totally and completely in every possible sense of hte word.(however many there are) so i get to school and go in the library...here are the good and bad things in my day
Positives
i got a magazine from tasha
it had nine inch nails in it
and the killers
i only had to sacrifice $1.20
i could tell by the silence that jordan was pissed at arjay and possibly vice versa...
i got to feel special in the big chair (until nathan took the puppy pillow)
we got our gear up shirts in advisory
they are black
i got to read
tasha was only minorly annoying
my legs didnt start hurting as much in dance
jordan was really sweet in dance
he wanted to buy more pins and make mitch even more jealous (muahahha!go jordan!)
we are finally done learning the charleston
nobody tried to pick me up
jordan didnt shove me off when we did the foxxy
we didnt have to rehearse in drama
i got gum
good gum
got to trade roles in the "love connection" skit
I don't have to scream TOFU!!!!!!!!
scott gave me a kiss
it was rather quiet in the class
i found tasha
they are mad at eachother(arjay and jordan)
jordan didnt seem embarrassed or annoyed that i stopped by his classroom to ask if he wanted the pins or not.
we didnt have to sing in third
i got to listen to papa roach
and greenday
and the killers
got to write in my journal
got to stand by the door to leave
jordan didnt get weird that i waited for him
he bought a pin
he walked with me
he showed me what he wrote on the black paper at the thing last week
awww...."BAGEL"
and then... some weird sign
nobody asked me for food
mr aiono didnt talk forever in fourth
we didnt have to do anything
i got to read.
my book is good
we didnt have to do alot of work in english
i got to write
i felt smart
i got food
juice and an
APPLE FRITTER
jackie and i had an "intelligence contest"
guess who won?
well... sort of...
read about little paramecium in sixth
went to get jordan after sixth
he was wearing my pins
acted like he was gonna ditch but didnt
and stayed behind close to me
got to go outside
book work in seventh
got good grade
dont have to stay after for her
get to say for pegasette tomorrow
HAPPINESS!!!!!
suzy was nice
sara wrote me a note
she hated my highlighter
walked to honks
walked home
found lilacs
rode bike to honks
got food
had a little bit of fun with "committee"
rode bike home
got ribs and shells and cheese and green beans with garlic
mmmm
bottle caps. fizzy yummyness
and now i am online and waiting for arjay to return
since jordan was "an asshole"
to her
NEGATIVES
i had to be subjected to paulie for a moment
got squished on the couch
squished alena
arjay borrowed my safety pin
had to compare shirt sizes in advisory
cj and amanda started making out
ew
i had to watch
had to DO the charleston in dance
will have to keep doing it until hte end of hte year
felt bad about the pins
jordan was obviously hurting
i got minorly ignored in 2nd
got ditched after
no birdie, so no real excuse to go to rounds' room
took forever to find a chair in third
it was uncomfortable
tracking on mulan was messed
people that can't sing were singing to the songs
we didnt get to watch napoleon dynamite
so i had to read
and be uncomfortable
english
lunch
kaleb drank my juice
had to wipe it off
sort of ignored in 6th
was the "follower" once again
bookwork in geography
jordan went too fast
had to talk to suzie
didnt get to talk to him
or give him more pins
or his gir picture thing
walked all the way to honks
walked the rest of the way home
no drink at all
sore feet
only home for like 40 minutes
had to go back to honks
sarah johnson is a bee-yotch
mom couldnt give me a ride home
nobody likes my ideas
everyone loves everyone else's ideas
rode home
ate too much
jordan is being an asshole
i can't think of a good enough reason to talk tohim
sob...
i can't help
want to ask jordan
want to have jordan
(not that way)
can't exactly have jordan
(this way or that way)
pegasette tomorrow
i am sleepy
going to have to get off soon
probably won't have talked to him
will go to sleep thinking of him
oh yeah.. and i am getting
SICK!!!!!!!!!
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yeah well that's pretty much how my day is. not much to say.
i hate not being able to hate either of them.
SOB!!!