ok i'm kinda pathetic because i use this diary to keep my AIM and YIM convos which is really sad and retarded. but arjay and i are both pathetically pathetic ohmigawd.... *********************************************************** wallakwalla: hi SquirrelWraithe: hi wallakwalla: whats up SquirrelWraithe: nothing SquirrelWraithe: idiot didnt email me wallakwalla: he was supposed to? SquirrelWraithe: i emailed him yesterday. bb SquirrelWraithe: brb wallakwalla: oh wallakwalla: maybe he just hasn't checked it yet SquirrelWraithe: meh SquirrelWraithe: was he on already or something wallakwalla: not that i've seen SquirrelWraithe: o. coz i emailed him... im not sure when but pretty early SquirrelWraithe: i think wallakwalla: today or yesterday SquirrelWraithe: yesterday wallakwalla: oh. huh. SquirrelWraithe: i emailed him either thursday or friday and then yesterday wallakwalla: he was on around eleven yesterday. and eight (am) wallakwalla: oh. i'm sorry SquirrelWraithe: eleven at night? wallakwalla: no am both SquirrelWraithe: o SquirrelWraithe: i didnt email him THAT early wallakwalla: oh. i dunno if he was on after that or not SquirrelWraithe: im usually only waking up at 10:30, but yesterady they woke me up at 7:30 wallakwalla: oh SquirrelWraithe: im too scared to call and tell him to get on SquirrelWraithe: and my phone only gets about 3 minutes a day wallakwalla: why are you scared SquirrelWraithe: his dad thinks im a "skitzo" wallakwalla: oh SquirrelWraithe: andone time i called and his dad yelled at me... wallakwalla: yelled at you wallakwalla: ? wallakwalla: oh the day he was all "find another victim"? SquirrelWraithe: yes. hes like "he is very effing busy (he said the real word) and i just got off the phone with his mother and we dont need people calling us SquirrelWraithe: that was a different time and that was on the internet wallakwalla: oh SquirrelWraithe: yep wallakwalla: ::forgetful:: SquirrelWraithe: ok SquirrelWraithe: ... wallakwalla: well iam SquirrelWraithe: im ungrounded wallakwalla: oh. cool SquirrelWraithe: eh wallakwalla: well, you can go see ppl now SquirrelWraithe: i COULD wallakwalla: him or paul or whoever SquirrelWraithe: but not boys wallakwalla: oh SquirrelWraithe: paul maybe SquirrelWraithe: i dont kno SquirrelWraithe: im so confused!!!! SquirrelWraithe: (about paul) wallakwalla: why SquirrelWraithe: because he said to me he hates going over to jordans because jordan is mean to mean and stuff SquirrelWraithe: and then he was over there wallakwalla: mean to mean wallakwalla: ? SquirrelWraithe: me wallakwalla: oh SquirrelWraithe: and he told me that he hates it there bcoz jordan talks crap wallakwalla: i dunno SquirrelWraithe: wallakwalla: maybe he doesnt want tjordan to know that and so he hangs out w/ him SquirrelWraithe: i dont kno. he told jordan he wasnt going over anymore in front of me tho wallakwalla: oh wallakwalla: i dunno wallakwalla: lets just hope paul doesnt turninto jordan SquirrelWraithe: yeah... wallakwalla: phone SquirrelWraithe: u left wallakwalla: the phone i'm sorry SquirrelWraithe: sok wallakwalla: i dont know why you dont get the messages.... SquirrelWraithe: did u get the message after "yeah..." wallakwalla: no SquirrelWraithe: i said lets hope its not even a possibiblty wallakwalla: oh wallakwalla: yeah wallakwalla: as far as we know, he's not soulles wallakwalla: "soulless"* SquirrelWraithe: yea SquirrelWraithe: i hope wallakwalla: i know SquirrelWraithe: i just dont kno how i feel now either wallakwalla: for either ofthem? SquirrelWraithe: because i just dont feel much for anyone that is positive. SquirrelWraithe: paul wallakwalla: oh SquirrelWraithe: i dont kno SquirrelWraithe: i just need a break... after jordan and matt wallakwalla: then take a break SquirrelWraithe: thats the thing i dont want to wallakwalla: ok... do you have any idea what you want? SquirrelWraithe: like if i take an emotional break my friends will hate me wallakwalla: why would we hate you? SquirrelWraithe: because if i take an emotional break then i just dont give a damn wallakwalla: oh wallakwalla: i don't think i am capable of hate if it makes you feel any better SquirrelWraithe: want to do me a favor? palease call it and tell it that i NEED him to check his mail SquirrelWraithe: i am very capable of hate wallakwalla: lucky you. i dont think i am... wallakwalla: wish i were sometimes SquirrelWraithe: ok wallakwalla: brb SquirrelWraithe: k wallakwalla: back SquirrelWraithe: did u call wallakwalla: no my mom needed me. SquirrelWraithe: o SquirrelWraithe: ij SquirrelWraithe: ok* wallakwalla: just a minute SquirrelWraithe: k wallakwalla: i'll have to go in my room or my mom will get on my case about calling him. SquirrelWraithe: ok wallakwalla: so brb again SquirrelWraithe: t/y ok wallakwalla: i didnt get an answer SquirrelWraithe: damn SquirrelWraithe: o well wallakwalla: sorry wallakwalla: i guess SquirrelWraithe: mybe they got caller id wallakwalla: i dunno SquirrelWraithe: im so miserable because im so pathetic wallakwalla: sorry... wallakwalla: i know how you feel. SquirrelWraithe: no i hate him. wallakwalla: then why are you pathetic SquirrelWraithe: bcoz i am SquirrelWraithe: paul wallakwalla: ok.. wallakwalla: i dont think yo ure pathetic wallakwalla: at least not in the way i think pathetic SquirrelWraithe: maybe now that i am ungrounded wallakwalla: maybe now that you are ungrounded....? SquirrelWraithe: bf wallakwalla: paul. SquirrelWraithe: ye SquirrelWraithe: bring ur sharpies tomorrow plz if u dont mind wallakwalla: ok i will SquirrelWraithe: do u have gold? wallakwalla: nope SquirrelWraithe: if not thats ok, but just bring what all colors u have wallakwalla: my silver is being stupid too, so i dont think i'll bring it... SquirrelWraithe: ok wallakwalla: sorry. i will bringthe others tho SquirrelWraithe: haha. i have lyrics for it SquirrelWraithe: everything i kno about breaking hearts i learned from you wallakwalla: for what? wallakwalla: (song title) SquirrelWraithe: its by taking back sunday SquirrelWraithe: i dont know tha song wallakwalla: ok SquirrelWraithe: It as in jordan SquirrelWraithe: i have lyircs for It*** wallakwalla: oh. can you send me them/parts SquirrelWraithe: tahts all wallakwalla: oh ok wallakwalla: haha. we are both pathetic SquirrelWraithe: ok. SquirrelWraithe: mineis bcoz of paul wallakwalla: mine "bcoz" of jordan wallakwalla: it just was like... duh SquirrelWraithe: ok wallakwalla: i'm even more pathetic because i realize... SquirrelWraithe: i g2g... maybe you can call it again later wallakwalla: ok bye SquirrelWraithe: byebye SquirrelWraithe signed off at 2:47:06 PM.