preppysux (3:17:19 PM): hi chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:17:21 PM): hey chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:17:29 PM): what was with the my bf smells message yesterday...? preppysux (3:17:38 PM): he smelled bad chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:17:42 PM): oh. ok preppysux (3:17:48 PM): yea. chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:17:57 PM): so. whats up/how r you preppysux (3:18:03 PM): eh. brb chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:18:13 PM): oh chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:18:16 PM): k* preppysux (3:18:35 PM): how about u chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:18:52 PM): same. my mom keeps wanting me to tell her what happens in the book preppysux (3:19:00 PM): oh chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:19:07 PM): she can read. preppysux (3:19:17 PM): i havent finished it. havent had time and i decided that i wanted to try to be social chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:19:26 PM): ah ok preppysux (3:19:34 PM): jackie wanted to tell me about it yesterday preppysux (3:19:37 PM): she lied to me chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:19:46 PM): about what? preppysux (3:19:46 PM): she said she was waiting until she went to cobston preppysux (3:19:49 PM): boston* chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:19:50 PM): oh preppysux (3:19:53 PM): to read preppysux (3:20:15 PM): and she says things in front of paul about me having liked other guys and stuff preppysux (3:20:29 PM): and she asked "so did you see the hot guy today or is that wednesday?" chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:20:51 PM): that is mean chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:20:58 PM): i mean you ASKED me to say it preppysux (3:21:02 PM): i know wit YOu preppysux (3:21:10 PM): but yesterday was uncalled ofr preppysux (3:21:11 PM): for preppysux (3:21:18 PM): and then she flirts on him, noticeably chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:21:18 PM): im sorry chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:21:31 PM): oy preppysux (3:22:00 PM): its not that she does it with pault hat bugs me, its that she does it in general when hes my bf and she claims im her best preppysux (3:22:15 PM): im not protective of paul preppysux (3:22:18 PM): or attatched chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:22:26 PM): yeah. preppysux (3:22:32 PM): its just pisses me off chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:22:38 PM): i can understand. preppysux (3:22:51 PM): yea preppysux (3:22:57 PM): and i talked to jordan yesterday preppysux (3:23:03 PM): he was pleasant for the most part chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:23:10 PM): ok... why sry preppysux (3:23:25 PM): becoz i calle dhis house preppysux (3:23:29 PM): to see if paul was there preppysux (3:23:33 PM): and if he had left yet chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:23:38 PM): oh preppysux (3:23:47 PM): and jordan said he had and i said "how come you didnt come too?" preppysux (3:23:56 PM): and he said he didnt kno chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:23:58 PM): oh preppysux (3:24:03 PM): and i asked if he enjoyed being at home alone all day preppysux (3:24:09 PM): and then we just started talking chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:24:17 PM): ok chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:24:29 PM): it was weird this morning righ tafter i got on so did he.. preppysux (3:24:30 PM): and he said "well paul will probably be there soon and so i'm gonna go" preppysux (3:24:37 PM): i think he feels shunned chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:24:48 PM): i wonder why preppysux (3:24:53 PM): did u talk to him chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:24:56 PM): no chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:25:10 PM): dunno what to say really preppysux (3:25:10 PM): i think he feels shunned bcoz he like invited me over, so has his dad. preppysux (3:25:13 PM): and i dont go chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:25:18 PM): oh preppysux (3:25:19 PM): i end up hanging out iwth paul chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:25:29 PM): paul is your bf.. preppysux (3:25:38 PM): but jordan was my best friend chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:25:48 PM): ok chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:25:50 PM): i know chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:25:59 PM): and more preppysux (3:26:35 PM): and anyways... he was saying how peaceful it was when his house was quiet becoz he could think and i said "o. im prolly bugging you then and ur prolly thinking "god dammit shut up"and he said "no your fine." chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:26:52 PM): oh preppysux (3:27:04 PM): and every time paul was brought up he seemed sadder chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:27:11 PM): oh preppysux (3:27:22 PM): i feel bad in a way... having jordan one of the last people to find out... preppysux (3:27:32 PM): but eh preppysux (3:27:36 PM): i dono about paul chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:27:43 PM): dono what about paul preppysux (3:27:52 PM): hes just being different chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:27:55 PM): oh preppysux (3:28:02 PM): he wore all black yesterday chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:28:11 PM): hm chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:28:19 PM): maybe jordan tlaked to him preppysux (3:29:01 PM): and then i was sitting on the other side of jackies couch with my feet on her table and slouched down so that i was pretty much laying down. and he said "gosh why are you trying to get away from me today" and i said "im just sitting here" and he said "all in the corner" and imitatated chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:29:16 PM): oh preppysux (3:29:34 PM): i wasnt trying to get away preppysux (3:29:42 PM): i was just sitting there in a comfortable position preppysux (3:29:47 PM): and yea chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:29:55 PM): yeah preppysux (3:30:01 PM): and then another time i was sitting in a chair in her bedroom preppysux (3:30:10 PM): and he sat on the floor kind of next to me preppysux (3:30:25 PM): and i went and sat on the floor and he moved between the bed and the wall chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:30:37 PM): oh preppysux (3:30:46 PM): sry chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:30:57 PM): for why preppysux (3:31:04 PM): for just spilling out chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:31:10 PM): its ok preppysux (3:31:38 PM): its not been a happy tuesday either chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:31:47 PM): why preppysux (3:32:00 PM): i was sick this morning and felt better around 10:00 and then was sick again on the last 3 lawns chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:32:07 PM): oh. im sorry preppysux (3:32:29 PM): i dont know why i keep getting sick again and then feeling a bit better just to be sick AGAIN chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:32:39 PM): i dont know either preppysux (3:33:04 PM): and i think i might be asexual preppysux (3:33:19 PM): well not quite literally preppysux (3:33:21 PM): but mostly chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:33:35 PM): ok.. i dont really know what it means hetero homo and bi thats what i know. preppysux (3:33:53 PM): its where you arent attracted to any chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:33:58 PM): oh preppysux (3:34:08 PM): i only like gerard preppysux (3:34:20 PM): thats the only ONLY person who strikes my fancy chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:34:22 PM): of course preppysux (3:34:33 PM): and no other dudes, no other chicks chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:34:43 PM): ok. im... sorry? preppysux (3:34:55 PM): eh preppysux (3:35:01 PM): waaawaaa listen to me bitch chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:35:10 PM): better than me bitching preppysux (3:35:17 PM): why chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:35:43 PM): dunno. i tend to get mean when i bitch chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:35:47 PM): you dont seem mean preppysux (3:35:51 PM): o preppysux (3:36:01 PM): and paul annoys me... preppysux (3:36:05 PM): always wanting me to call him preppysux (3:36:11 PM): always wanting to see eachother preppysux (3:36:18 PM): always asking when we can see eachother again chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:36:27 PM): im sorry chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:36:28 PM): brb preppysux (3:36:30 PM): kk chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:38:35 PM): back preppysux (3:38:41 PM): ok preppysux (3:39:28 PM): im so depressed chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:39:52 PM): im sorry... i feel down today, too. but i dont really think i'm depressed... preppysux (3:39:58 PM): o preppysux (3:40:09 PM): im not Depressed just depressed chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:40:23 PM): ok chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:40:51 PM): if anyind of "depressed" it would be mixed up bored lonelly depressed. but i dunno..... preppysux (3:40:59 PM): o preppysux (3:41:29 PM): and yea preppysux (3:42:04 PM): just...my god... this is gonna sound rude and its no meant that way, but hanging with 3 people and only 3 people WHEN im not working is erally a drag preppysux (3:42:09 PM): i got used to school preppysux (3:42:28 PM): and matth is going out with a skanky whore chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:43:00 PM): its ok chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:43:02 PM): im sorry preppysux (3:43:10 PM): its not ur fault lol. preppysux (3:43:15 PM): id rather 3 people than 0 chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:43:58 PM): well yeah. better than me. excluding "family" you're pretty much the only person around that i hang out with. and i mean yeah paul and jackie, but i dont really think either of them like me much preppysux (3:44:11 PM): i dont kno preppysux (3:44:13 PM): i dont ask chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:44:17 PM): neither do i preppysux (3:44:24 PM): it doesnt matter to me whether they do or not preppysux (3:44:43 PM): if they dont like you and dont wanna be around you, then i guess they wont be around me when im with you chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:45:01 PM): yeah. thanks preppysux (3:45:03 PM): its just like an "f u too" preppysux (3:45:06 PM): kinda thing preppysux (3:45:09 PM): y/w chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:45:43 PM): yeah. i know what you mean though about the if they dont like you they dont have to but i do and i'm gonna hang out with you. people didnt like robyn for a long time preppysux (3:45:46 PM): kinda like ur party thing, if i can (as in my parents let me) im going whether ur cousin is there or not. chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:45:52 PM): yeah chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:45:56 PM): she broke up w/ ashton btw preppysux (3:46:01 PM): coz i dont KNOW how she is now preppysux (3:46:12 PM): i just dont like wat i hear preppysux (3:46:20 PM): o well now shes gonna go with icky skater preppysux (3:46:25 PM): skaters* chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:46:32 PM): the day before they broke up though, he asked her best friend out preppysux (3:46:38 PM): omfg preppysux (3:46:51 PM): haha u told her he was an ass preppysux (3:46:55 PM): and he is chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:47:03 PM): then a SENIOR asked her out. well he'll be a senior this year. he's cool and nice.. chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:47:07 PM): thats what she calls him now. ASSTON preppysux (3:47:12 PM): lol chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:47:16 PM): and charles isnt a skater preppysux (3:47:41 PM): o too bad for her "sk8r grrl punk" thing chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:47:47 PM): yep preppysux (3:47:47 PM): no fashion statement friends chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:48:10 PM): i know. and maybe i exaggerate a bit on her, but shehas changed so much chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:48:27 PM): and its annoying to see her change for a group of friends she's had one year and for asston preppysux (3:48:35 PM): its like "ur not my friends, youre my fashion accesories. goota have "goth" friends to be "goth" " as all the accessories nod in agreement, glad that they have accessories too chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:48:47 PM): yep preppysux (3:48:57 PM): sry preppysux (3:48:59 PM): im bored chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:49:04 PM): its ok preppysux (3:49:07 PM): brb gotta let up the birds chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:49:09 PM): k preppysux (3:52:31 PM): back chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:52:36 PM): k preppysux (3:52:38 PM): makayla wont come up so i'll have to get her in a minute chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:53:05 PM): personally, i just am trying not to rant about jordan. i dont particularly want to rant about anyone... but especially him.. chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:53:20 PM): thas ok preppysux (3:54:19 PM): o preppysux (3:54:25 PM): wat do u have on him now preppysux (3:55:22 PM): hello/ chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:55:27 PM): i dunno. its wierd. i thought of him like, hardly at all last week and then i hung ot w/ u and paul and jackie, and he invaded mythoughts again. preppysux (3:55:35 PM): ??? preppysux (3:55:46 PM): o chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:56:24 PM): yeah. oh i did have a rather funny dream yesterday though.both paul and jordan died their hair black and spiked it and ran around singing.......... preppysux (3:56:35 PM): o preppysux (3:56:43 PM): im gonna call jordan and tell him to get online preppysux (3:56:45 PM): maybe he will chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:56:48 PM): hm chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:56:49 PM): ok preppysux (3:56:49 PM): then u can talk to him chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:57:05 PM): ok..... dunno what to talk about, but ok preppysux (3:57:20 PM): u always havesomething to say preppysux (3:57:25 PM): its just ringning preppysux (3:57:32 PM): hes sleeping chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:57:34 PM): i know i have things to say preppysux (3:57:35 PM): supposedly chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:57:40 PM): oh. ohwell preppysux (3:57:48 PM): his dad is home early chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:57:52 PM): not really chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:57:59 PM): he gets home around 4. preppysux (3:58:11 PM): oh chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:58:32 PM): well, my clock says its 3:57, so to me it doesnt seem eraly preppysux (3:58:43 PM): oh chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:58:52 PM): yeah preppysux (3:58:52 PM): i duno preppysux (3:59:14 PM): god... chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:59:16 PM): hwat preppysux (3:59:34 PM): now im paranoid that jordan told his dad if i called to say he was sleeping chat_bac_gurl_16 (3:59:46 PM): oh preppysux (3:59:58 PM): coz hes like "heeeee's sleeping.." me: "ok thank you" kelly"mmhmm::click::" chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:00:15 PM): oh preppysux (4:00:23 PM): oh well chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:00:33 PM): yeah preppysux (4:00:34 PM): no wonder they call(ed) me skitzo grrl chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:00:39 PM): why preppysux (4:00:50 PM): im paranoid as all hell chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:00:58 PM): so am i. i just dont call him preppysux (4:01:05 PM): o chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:01:20 PM): its all in my head preppysux (4:01:27 PM): yea chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:01:44 PM): im tired chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:01:59 PM): in metal edge there's a mcr poster preppysux (4:02:08 PM): really? chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:02:10 PM): yeah preppysux (4:02:13 PM): did u buy that mag? chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:02:22 PM): it is just a bigger version of the picture thats in the one we both have chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:02:24 PM): i did preppysux (4:02:32 PM): can i have the poster preppysux (4:02:44 PM): por favor preppysux (4:02:50 PM): i will pay maybe chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:02:52 PM): ok chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:02:55 PM): i guess preppysux (4:02:59 PM): t/y preppysux (4:03:04 PM): how much do u want chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:03:33 PM): i dont care. if you decide you actually want it its not worth more than like a buck or something preppysux (4:03:38 PM): ok chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:04:12 PM): it is just bigger. i felt stupid. i opened it and i'm like wait- i have this picture where did i get it? preppysux (4:04:37 PM): oh preppysux (4:04:50 PM): but remember i cut mine up chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:04:53 PM): oh yeah preppysux (4:04:58 PM): O i have to give u that one too so u can have frank chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:05:07 PM): i thought you had preserved it so you could read it preppysux (4:05:19 PM): i did read it preppysux (4:05:23 PM): and then i cut it preppysux (4:05:33 PM): i read them then shred them chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:05:37 PM): i killed mine already, so i think it might be pointless to give it to me chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:05:41 PM): yep. preppysux (4:05:51 PM): o ok preppysux (4:06:19 PM): and i hang like a star,fucking glow in the dark, for all the starving eyes to see... chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:06:35 PM): lovely conor eh? preppysux (4:06:39 PM): yes preppysux (4:07:11 PM): depressed music for depressed grrl preppysux (4:07:17 PM): its not serious depression chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:07:20 PM): um i might have my mom bring me to get my cds later because eric wants my NIN and he's coming tonight i think... preppysux (4:07:22 PM): its just like "wow this sux" chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:07:35 PM): yeah. know how you feel. too bad i dont have any zoloft. it was my friend preppysux (4:07:36 PM): ok but i never ripped W.tour preppysux (4:07:41 PM): i should be home... preppysux (4:07:46 PM): before 7 chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:07:49 PM): eh thats okay mabye i'll wait preppysux (4:07:50 PM): and after 7:50 preppysux (4:08:12 PM): calling paul chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:08:17 PM): ok preppysux (4:09:44 PM): im so sad chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:09:51 PM): why now..? preppysux (4:10:04 PM): just am chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:10:10 PM): im sorry chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:10:37 PM): i am so bored i think i might go work through part of my algebra book.... preppysux (4:10:46 PM): huh? preppysux (4:11:01 PM): ur in algebra preppysux (4:11:02 PM): ? chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:11:13 PM): algebra 2.... i never gave my book back last year preppysux (4:11:21 PM): oh chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:11:26 PM): i'm bored sorry preppysux (4:11:37 PM): im even sadder chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:11:49 PM): why preppysux (4:12:32 PM): paul was at jordans last night and i said "did you have fun" and he said that jordan had air conditioning...and i said "youre not really his friend are you" ::silence:: chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:13:14 PM): im sorry preppysux (4:13:39 PM): its mean chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:13:54 PM): paul to jordan or paul to you chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:14:01 PM): either way.. ywah preppysux (4:14:05 PM): paul to jordan chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:14:32 PM): yeah preppysux (4:14:42 PM): i blew out a vein in my arm chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:14:45 PM): what? preppysux (4:14:57 PM): like destroyed one preppysux (4:14:58 PM): its gone preppysux (4:15:11 PM): all it is is a bruise of congealed blood under my skin chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:15:16 PM): lovely chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:15:31 PM): ^^that makes me feel bad for jordan. im sorry to you. does it hurt preppysux (4:15:36 PM): yes chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:15:48 PM): im sorry that sucks preppysux (4:18:58 PM): yea preppysux (4:19:36 PM): god preppysux (4:19:42 PM): how did he end up my bf chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:20:05 PM): he asked you chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:20:18 PM): then you consulted ghosts and told him yes preppysux (4:20:22 PM): yea but we're so un alike preppysux (4:20:25 PM): but my god preppysux (4:20:33 PM): im so.....blah to him right now chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:20:38 PM): oh preppysux (4:20:53 PM): he makes me sad chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:21:12 PM): im sorry. preppysux (4:22:57 PM): eh chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:23:20 PM): sorry i cant help. preppysux (4:25:13 PM): its ok chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:25:29 PM): i just feel bad when i can't help. preppysux (4:25:47 PM): you dont have to help preppysux (4:25:54 PM): need to w/e chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:26:22 PM): i dont need to... just one of those "good" things my mom taught me that drives me fucking insane. anyway preppysux (4:26:35 PM): it makes me sad that he hangs out with jordan for soda and airconditioning chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:26:50 PM): yeah. chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:27:54 PM): wonder if jordan knows it..... preppysux (4:28:05 PM): dontkno preppysux (4:28:14 PM): he says jordan says "we have airconditioning" chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:28:22 PM): oh preppysux (4:31:29 PM): i feel bad for jordan chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:31:46 PM): So do I. preppysux (4:33:09 PM): he says hes "kinda" jordans friend chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:33:44 PM): hum. chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:33:47 PM): sign chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:33:49 PM): sigh* preppysux (4:33:59 PM): o chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:35:56 PM): well.. he's like hte only person jordan hangs out w/ too.... chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:36:06 PM): which makes it sadder.... preppysux (4:36:06 PM): yea preppysux (4:36:09 PM): yea preppysux (4:37:04 PM): god sometimes i want to break up with him out of my own self pity chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:37:39 PM): oh preppysux (4:37:57 PM): eh chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:38:54 PM): talk to him....? preppysux (4:39:11 PM): yea preppysux (4:39:15 PM): i am chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:39:24 PM): oh.ok preppysux (4:47:08 PM): gosh chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:47:13 PM): what preppysux (4:48:57 PM): br5b chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:49:10 PM): k chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:54:57 PM): sorry chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:55:33 PM): um... odd question... but... how high is the chance you'll do... things with jordan again............? chat_bac_gurl_16 (4:57:05 PM): back sorry i dont know if you are or not... but the faggot computer booted me preppysux (5:02:57 PM): r u there chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:02:59 PM): yeah preppysux (5:03:09 PM): did u get my messgaes chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:03:18 PM): no.. chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:03:25 PM): only got the "br5b" one chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:03:32 PM): then nothing. then i got booted... then nothing.. preppysux (5:03:48 PM): preppysux (4:57:33 PM): back preppysux (4:57:37 PM): uh i dont kno preppysux (4:57:44 PM): i havent even seen him for forever preppysux (4:59:27 PM): hello? preppysux (4:59:36 PM): i mean its not likely at all preppysux (4:59:53 PM): and i dont see him or talk to him, except yesterday. i feel pity for him preppysux (5:00:07 PM): but as far as anything else goes i have no clu as to who he is now chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:04:09 PM): oh preppysux (5:05:01 PM): i cant exaclty tell you. if he is as he was when school ended no preppysux (5:05:02 PM): never chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:05:18 PM): ok.. preppysux (5:05:29 PM): if he is as he was in the past it is a slight VERY slight chance chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:05:40 PM): oh preppysux (5:05:41 PM): but im scared to do anything seriouxs with anyone preppysux (5:05:49 PM): paul and i have only kist chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:05:54 PM): oh preppysux (5:06:00 PM): that thing int he booth was the farthest weve gone chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:06:14 PM): oh preppysux (5:07:00 PM): maybe i have some kind of problem chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:07:07 PM): doubtful preppysux (5:07:20 PM): but like... anything besides me dreams of gerard seems too far chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:07:29 PM): oh preppysux (5:07:33 PM): its like an after-effect of having everything fucked up chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:07:44 PM): i can understand that preppysux (5:08:13 PM): and having someone say theyd love me no matter whof ound out just up and out chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:08:23 PM): mm preppysux (5:09:08 PM): of course we did fight that afternoon preppysux (5:09:20 PM): but we made up before i went home preppysux (5:09:27 PM): i dont know preppysux (5:09:33 PM): everything got fucked up thats all chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:09:38 PM): oh preppysux (5:09:46 PM): and now its like im trying to play it safe in my head preppysux (5:09:52 PM): and im paranoid chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:09:55 PM): oh preppysux (5:10:11 PM): i dont think i would enjoy anything with jordan preppysux (5:10:17 PM): more than friendship preppysux (5:10:31 PM): becoz he didnt act accordingly to his words chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:10:45 PM): yeah. i know.... preppysux (5:10:58 PM): eh preppysux (5:11:02 PM): not a huge deal to me preppysux (5:11:04 PM): 9 chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:11:14 PM): just wondered sry preppysux (5:11:24 PM): sok chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:11:46 PM): see how I am? preppysux (5:11:57 PM): its not a big deal chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:12:08 PM): i know preppysux (5:12:41 PM): if it was do u think id still b around? lol we are both nosy chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:13:07 PM): yeah chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:13:46 PM): i just... i mean it drives me insane to not have an answer to a question i have, but when its a question like that, i feel weird asking, and paranoid for somereason preppysux (5:14:01 PM): oh preppysux (5:14:05 PM): if u ask i will answer preppysux (5:14:17 PM): and like int eh past if i dont want to answer i'll just say i dont want to chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:14:29 PM): yeah i know chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:14:54 PM): i just hate asking is another part of it. preppysux (5:15:33 PM): o chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:16:01 PM): i knowi'm weird preppysux (5:17:36 PM): wat were u typing chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:17:51 PM): lyrics preppysux (5:17:54 PM): o chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:17:58 PM): then i deleted them preppysux (5:18:21 PM): ok chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:18:48 PM): i g2g they want food. preppysux (5:18:52 PM): bye chat_bac_gurl_16 (5:18:58 PM): ttyl maybe