yea, my bday is in 4 DAYS!!!!! well today was fun. i stayed after school with brandi, mike (ex), and jon. it was fun i took 12 pic today, all of them ROCK! thanx brandi 4 lettin me borrow the camera, you are awesome. and she also burned me a copy of my chemical romance (mcr), they kick ass. but yea, i hadda walk home, o well, no bother 2day. well i havent heard from mike since monday. i miss talkin 2 him. o well. i get rides to school from witt and she hadda go MAD early so i got 2 schoola lil B4 7 and the last bell for a-block rings at 7:43...so yea, i was MAD early. tomorrow, all day, im hanging out with caitlin. shes AWESOME! we are going to her house and i hafta try on dresses for the snowball (a dance on the 28th of feb). shes makin me go, lol. so shes gonna let me borrow a dress bc she has no boobs like me, lol. and she is the same height and everything. rock on. then we are going to volunteer at an animal shelter. and im sleeping over!!!! then we might be going to this armour place, kool huh?! lol. this is part of my convo wit brandi, i dont feel like retyping it all..lol. razrbladedeath: okay, i think caitlin was messin with ma head..... brandi: aww, kimmi razrbladedeath: she told me mike still wanted to be friends with me, good friends, like as we were B4 we went out, but he BARELY TALKS 2 ME!!! i dont get him..lol brandi: hes talking to jenni on the phone razrbladedeath: fun fun razrbladedeath: lol razrbladedeath: but i dont mean right now, i mean, like even in person he dont really talk 2 me, i mean, sometimes he does...i dunno...im glad i still dont like him..lol. razrbladedeath: bc that would suck.. razrbladedeath: i need a bf o SO bad... brandi: why? razrbladedeath: bc i miss being held in a guys arms, kissin them, talking 2 them...lol..everything you do with a bf...i SO SO SO miss. brandi: yeah brandi: i know what u mean brandi: well...not really...but i get the idea razrbladedeath: ....... brandi: yeah...ive never had that brandi: lol razrbladedeath: sorry... brandi: eh, cant miss what youve never had, right? brandi: lol razrbladedeath: i guess.... brandi: ::hugs:: be happy! razrbladedeath: i am razrbladedeath: mostly razrbladedeath: just.... razrbladedeath: thinking razrbladedeath: remembering...all the good times i had with ppl razrbladedeath: hoping i dont move brandi: :( brandi: u cant move... brandi: thats my job razrbladedeath: i know razrbladedeath: i would literally cry razrbladedeath: everyday brandi: i would too! brandi: dont leave me! razrbladedeath: i dunno if its gonna be in feb, march, april, i dunno if we are even moving this year. i dont know if its gonna be in sturbridge, in palmer, or like near boston, lol. i just DONT KNOW!!!!!!! razrbladedeath: its killing me! razrbladedeath: tearing me apart, eating at me, laughing at me brandi: i know razrbladedeath: sorry, hadda get that one out. brandi: ur preaching to the chior on this one... brandi: chior?... whatever, i cant spell brandi: lol razrbladedeath: lol. sorry brandi: dont be brandi: im here if u need 2 talk to me... u know that razrbladedeath: i dunno, i feel SO happy yet SO sad and hurt razrbladedeath: yea i do yea, she helps me SO much. i love her so much, like, words cant even explain my love for her, and we JUST met..like around november..ish..lol. o yea, and thank you organicpeace thank you SO much, for that last comment, it SO made me smile! well cyall laterz.