Okay, I am staying in NY for my senior year and probably college. I found out that my mom said something about me that is fucking bullshit. And this isn't the first fucking time....I fucking want to cut SO bad, but I talked to Bob and Carrie, and they say they are happy when I am here, that things just fit with me here. And that I would be a WAY happier perosn here and they are right. I can't stay in that house anymore. I fucking hate myself and my fucking life, but I am SO thankful for the friends that I have! I love yall SO freaking much! And this friday we are leaving for mass and we are coming back on the second monday from now. Yehaw, lol. I don't want to see my mom at fucking all. She has fucking broke my last fucking nerve I had with her. I love her but I can NOT and WILL not take her shit, her lieing, her yelling...whatever, no one reads this and n one neds to know. later days