Yeah, I have lost a lot of weight, well, it isn't a lot but for me and my body, it is a lot. I don't know how much I currently weigh but you can see and really feel my ribs...kind of sucks, but whatever. Found out today that my mom wanted me to move out, whatever to her. I feel so hurt by somethings I have found out last night... Oh yeah,a nd why the hell do people have phones if they NEVER pick up? lmao, I called about...7 people last night and ONE answered their phone, lmao, oh well...it is okay...good thing I didn't need anything, lmao, oh well. Yeah, I am back in NY now, STILL haven't slept really, and my back is effin killing me. I have written almost everything that I have done in my written journal, I am glad to, lol. I fuckin RoCk!!!! Anyways, I can't help but feel....ugly...haha, I am skinnier, my ribs are easier to see and feel (so I have been told) but I feel fatter...I hate my body, why can't I just get over this? I can't get over anything..errr, haha, I am so fucked up..."I'm Lovin' It" Haha, if you go on my myspace site and look at my pictures, yeah, I was happy then. DUDE! Mike F offered for me to live with him. He asked his mom and everything and they talked about it and she said fine! haha, that would ROCK if I could do that! I thought his mom hated me bc when Mike and I were dating I would swear a lot and she said to him after they dropped me off one night that she diliked me, lmao. ROCK OUT!