okay, so 54, 55, 56, and this one are all noew, so read and catch up if u want... okay, well i called fanous footwear and they said the slot has been filled...WTF?!?!?! i filled out their interview online at their comupter and the next day i called and they said they dont need me...DAMN IT!!! and im pretty shure i didnt get the one for the swan, this sux SO SO SO much!!! no one is hiring! FUCKING A!!!!! i HATE looking for a job. now on a more depressed note, Brandi & Jon have broke up & its bc of Paige or wutever. Im so confuzed about the whole thing. Brandi I love you and i think Jo n really did like you, I think he was being sincere. Jon I love you 2 but you and Brandi should talk about all of this and be calm about it (meaning-dont block her!!) but yea, not much is going on in my life at the moment, o yea, i never got 2 stay after with Caitlin bc family stabalization was coming to my house. but i slept most of the time, and I was out cold, lol. Joel tried to talk 2 me but I didnt wake up. thats VERY unusual for me, I wake up for AnYtHiNg!! lol. yea so Brandi, you HAVE TO CALL ME!!! yea, I really dont want Brandi to leave sat!! Im gonna miss her WAY to much. while ur gone, could you call me?? I cant go a whole WEEK w/o hearing ur voice or I might just die, lol. well I might be hanging out with Alex this weekend and I mgiht be going to Andy s's house. that would be awesome. Andy m is gonna be in ct all week. bummer....but if I can hang with Alex, Ill be okay. but yea, thats about it really. o wait, i woke up right B4 the family ppl left and Jenn got the information for me that I need to get my birth certifacate so in about 8-12 weeks, Ill be getting my B.C. and then i can get my permit!!!!