I hate this city , i hate this group of individuals i call family*

But maybe it will be eaier as i get older..leaving

Someday i will never see you agin. and wish you and them the best, i use to tuck myself into bed. alone i really dont need and think id like to use you. and when you hold me consistantly i push away you know it i know it! and when you work i work and when your home i work. and when im home your working on something. and if you are considering this is what you and i are, you are wrong, more than wrong i think you could just be a new mistake for me.- Sonya

I get so Into you, i get lost and the factor of the point is your not the one. and i beging to say.. then stop frozen in the moment. i cant believe i picked you.

on a postive note you are:

Sweet, kind and so forgiving you have no backbone.

Days i fight with you just for you to yell show me your anger.

I stomp around just to see if youd push me.