This is the first time I have signed onto Sit in a long time. I usually visit to look back on the past and all that I have learned.

I just got off the phone with the guy I am absolutely IN love with. Carlos.

I have known him for just over a year, We were together for eight months, but I was unsure and scared. So I broke up with him. After a few months I realized I wanted nothing else but to be with him.. he realized that he wanted to be with me but decided to treat me a LOT differently.

As I logged onto this site my quote popped up, "It's only love, if you're loved in return".

The thing is... I don't feel the love in return.

I know I messed up by breaking up with him but I have daddy issues. I was scared. I didn't want to give my heart away. Now he has my heart and it is breaking because he is indifferent. I wish I meant as much to him as I used to. I know I screwed it up, major. Do I really deaerve this?

It's been three months back on, and as I've said to him before, he is cutting me no slack. I need some sort of reassurance but I continue to be the last thing on his mind at the end of the day. I can't keep on trying my hardest when I get nothing in return. I'm so happy yet incredibly miserable!!

What am I supposed to do?