Just when you get a grip on things, fate comes along and jumps on your fingers. I am confused. I wish I knew the truth. I like him. So much. But I'm in this place where I don't know what to think. She is saying all these things. She is crazy, I know. But you can't help but wonder if there is some truth to it. Have I ever told you how much I hate players. I can handle people who think they are hot and I can even handle innocent flirting... but I can't handle being played. Drama. I'm going to wait it out. See how things go. I hope they go well. Because I like him. I really do. I don't want to believe any of it. But if there is truth in what she says... I want to know. I really want to know. ~Jessica*~