Today I felt really stupid. I was doing everything wrong... it was kinda funny. 2 people have already asked me about homecoming this weekend and what my dress looks like. I'm not going to homecoming. I didn't get asked. Tonight we are going to go see Saw. Nadia is hookin me up with some guy from Corona, he is a varsity water polo player. At least I won't be the third wheel tonight, and we will have something to talk about. Justin can't go to homecoming with Loren because he got expelled. I feel bad because loren paid a shit load for her dress, and she was realy looking forward to it. I hope this weekend will be fun. I want to do some partying.. You ever notice that when you aren't happy or content you seem to want to party more. Thats how it is for me. I havn't drank for at least a month.. you know actually get drunk... But I really want to right now. Blah. Happy Halloween ~Jessica*~