So I didn't sleep at all last night. I didn't want to dream. So I stayed awake. School was decent. I talked to rita, she and I are kinda in the same boat.. it felt good to confide in someone. .who knows what I am going through. Mecca talked to david. Things will be okay I think.. in the future.. hopefully. David and I are talking. So that is good. I would be even more upset if we weren't talking. Today it rained. The sky was beautiful. I felt at peace when I saw it. It was around 7.. and now I want to sleep, I want to dream. Everything will be okay. I have faith. John 14-1 ~Jessica*~