What if. I hate when you loose something (or someone) and it changes and becomes what you always wanted, but now can't have. Not only do you feel like you are missing out on something great but there is this hole in your heart. The "what if's" fill it. What if it had worked out? What if you waited, would you have fallen in love? The questions will never have any anwsers. They will continue to live in your mind, slowly fading away until there is nothing left. A very long process. You just hope that one day maybe your perfect will come along, and you won't screw it up. ~Jessica*~