Good days.. Bad days.. Today I found myself zoming out. We were all at the Irvine Spectrum eating at Red Robin.. and I zoned out looking at some little girls birthday party. I was in my own world. I wasn't thinking. It was just blank. I wasn't tired. Just in my own world, where I didn't have to think, or feel, where there is no conception of time. I have no idea how long I was zoning. It felt like forever. My world is mute. No noise. Just Nothingness. Loren broke my zone.. I guess I had a sad look on my face or something because she asked me if I was alright. My world is closing in.. and I don't know if I want it to. ~Jessica*~