I've noticed that everyone jumps at the oppertunity to give everyone else their two cents. Even when it is not going to be appreciated or helpful, but when it will be completely hypocritical. Everyones fucked up. Everyone has wanted to go back to happier times.. and if you are willing to give someone a second (or third or fourth) chance then why not? It may be stupid, it may be disasterous, but that is not for anyone else to predecide. I believe in the ability to change. I also believe in the ability to learn from your mistakes. I believe in common sense. Although you want to believe your situation is diffrent, it's not. If anything it is exactly the same. But the outcome can be diffrent, you are not the same as them. I want to write down all the relapses that my friends have gone through. I want to show them that they have done it too.. that they have no authority to place judgement. But I won't. I haven't gone back. I'm not saying I havn't wanted to though. I don't think a day goes by when I don't with I could. If only I wasn't so... scared. ~Jessica*~