Listening to: Oleander - I walk alone
Feeling: aggravated
I fucking hate everyone right now.
Yes, this includes you.
So last night started off good, and ended up being fucking TERRIBLE.
I shall explain..
So I get online, and Dani IM's me, and reminds me that I'm supposed to go to H2O with her. So I got all excited. Got ready. Went to the mall with Josh, grabbed some applications, & ate Subway. Then we went to walmart, & did food shopping. So I get home, Dani calls & says she's on her way to get me.
So she picks me up around 8:30-9ishh. & We go over her friend Robins? house. Hung out there for about an hour, while they got ready. So we get down to H2O around quarter after 10. & I see Justin is there, so I go over & talk to him. Started drinking. Then, I did some shots. & we started dancing. At first, everything is great. Everyones getting along, we're dancing, drinking - having a grand old time. For some reason, these guys kept trying to dance with me. Which .. was gay. I just wanted to drink, & dance all by myself. Ughh. So then like, IDFK. My coat was in Robins car, and apparently they left. So my coat was in Shaler, I was in the Strip, and I needed to be in Carrick. So this guy Dani knows said he'd take me to get my coat, and then take me home. But I didnt know him, and it weirded me out, ESP. coz he was like hitting on me. So I told Justin I didnt wanna go home with them, and he said he had a way home for me. Well this kid didn't like that at all. So I of course told Justin that. Well, suddenly he's in doods face. & Then we were all thrown out of the club. So we're outside, and Justins boy Marco said he'd drive me home. So he had to go back in to get his friend, and then we'd leave. Then Justin & I start fighting. Then I gave him his hoodie, and told him I was walking to catch a bus, coz I couldn't handle all this shit anymore. Then he like grabbed me, and wouldn't let me leave. Which pissed Marco off, and he yelled at Justin, then Justin yelled back. Soo .. finally we leave. Drop Justin off, and I was so pissed .. I ended up going over Marcos & chilling for a while. Just so I didnt have to be around people I was fighting with. So then Josh calls the cell phone, freaking the fuck out because Justin keeps calling my house. Which I told ALL of my friends to NEVER call after Midnight, coz Josh works hard for a living, and he needs his sleep, and he doesn't sleep well to begin with. So I call Justin, and then we start fighting again. The cell phone fucking blows up between calls from Josh & Justin. And I finally just freaked on both, and shut off the phone. Hung out there for a lil bit more, then Marco took me home at quarter to 7. Get home, I fight with Josh more. Then he goes to work, & everything is fine between us. Then I'm fighting with Justin .. AGAIN. It didn't fucking stop until 9:30 THIS MORNING! When I finally just gave up on everything, and went to bed. Which, wasn't very productive. Because I've been puking all fucking day, and crying. I'm just so upset and stressed over all this shit. UGH.
So that was my night.
TY Dani for inviting me out, & I'm sorry if I ruined your night. =(
&& I'm sorry to everyone else for ruining their night as well.
TooDLeS ♥
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