I'm very cranky this morning, and I dont know why. But I will say this .. the arguments of Josh and Dara have begun again. Ugh. Last night we argued, & now this morning. Well the argument last night started because I was at Jessieys all day, and didnt wanna go anywhere, but I wanted to go for a drive. So we drove around, then I said I needed cigarettes, and he went to stop, and I asked him to buy them for me, since I was gross & didnt wanna get out of the car. Oh.. no he wouldn't. He's like "I have to pee, I'm not getting out of the car", so then he drives in circles for 10 minutes. Then he went to stop again, and then got mad coz I said forget it, nevermind. So we go home, and I come on the computer, and like 10 minutes later, he pulls the guilt trip on me. He comes in like, "Hey, thanx for making me look like an asshole" .. ughh. Then we apologized, etc...I took a shower and I went & took a long ass fucking walk. Walked down Brownsville, into Baldwin, and sat at a park. Just thinking of how I'm beginning to despise my life. And coming up with a plan, that'll make me hate my life less. So I came home, got online, and Justin was on. He asked me to go to EnP. So I went with them, was there for an hour, and came home. Then I wake up this morning, and I told Josh I went to EnP w/them. And he gets PISSED at me. Like, Oh I see how it is, you can go out with them, but not me. I guess I must be gross. I said that wasn't the case, that I just wanted to be with friends last night. And he slumped out of the room. WELL THANKS. Thanks for making me feel bad ALREADY this morning. Great. Grand. Wonderul. *sticks a spork into eyes* TooDLeS ♥