Well. The past few days have been fun. Full of alcohol & erb. It's been a superb time. Although, I think I should stop drinking for a while. It's been affecting my body. UGH. I'm gettin a beer belly. =X Um. Went to Josh's Grandma's & My Moms for Thanksgiving dinner. I'm so0o stuffed. I can barely move. I dont want to go anywhere. I dont even wanna do laundry. I just know I have to. BLAH. And I really need to find a job. So I can buy Xmas presents. Coz I'll feel bad. *sigh* Josh & I have been doing better. Well, since Monday. But I won't go into that, coz the whole world doesn't need to know my business. And I'm sick of telling people about my life, and having them try to give input and/or make decisions for me. I've been depressed lately. I think people are starting to notice. Things just aren't fun anymore for me. Well. Drinking & Smokin Erb is still fun. But, everything else isn't. Watching tv/movies, going online, reading a book .. etc .. aren't as fun as they used to be. I have no drive. No ambition. Nothing. It kindof sucks. Oh well, it'll just be me & my bottle ♥. I love you Josh .. I just want you to know that. =* TooDLeS ♥