Oh jeaaaaaa .. I love this song. One of the only good parts about my day. Anyway. Today just sucked dick. Like by far, one of the worst days in the past 3 weeks. And i've had some shitty days lately. I just don't understand anything, or anyone. Or their motives. Or why they feel the need to hurt me. I'm just so confused. I don't even wanna talk about anything, coz I'll just end up crying again. & I'm sick of crying. Everything is so fucked up anymore. Everything feels like a dream. Nothing seems real. & Of course, I feel like the bad guy today. I just feel like complete nothing. A nobody. It fucking sucks. But. Josh did make me feel alot better. He can always take me into his arms, and tell me its gonna be okay .. and he's one of the only people that I believe when they say that. I just wonder how I got so lucky with him. I l0ve y0u j0sh! I also hung out with Jules, Dan, & Ian tonight. Went to Dennys. Talked, got unstressed for a while. & Came back home. And ontop of all THAT .. I think I need to go to the Dr.'s. HOOFUCKINGRAY! Today Sucked. The End. TooDLeS ♥