So. I haven't actually wrote anything in a LONG time. But things are looking up! =) I got a job [[finally!]]. Right now I'm only part time there, so it's kindof beat. But! I just got a job offer from Verizon, selling DSL & land lines in a best buy // circuit city. Working 10-7 on Saturdays & Sundays - 16.50 an hour. SHIT! I'll take it. haha. That gives me the opportunity to pay everyone back, and then save up. Schweeet. Plus I gotta do my Denny's questionaire so I can get that job. Because if I work both of those, then I can probably keep my dollar store one. Then my goal of moving out by next year will ACTUALLY happen. I'll be able to get my license, my car, and be able to afford it. Then once I've moved out, and got the car .. I'm going back to school. So. Things are looking G00D! There's other things going on, that I really can't talk about. 2 of them .. will fuck up my life pretty bad. So I'm not trying to think about them, till I get a definite yes or no. Then there's one thing that just mindfucks me everytime it gets the chance .. and I'm loving it? haha. It makes me all stupid and nervous and giggly like a school girl. Eventually .. i'm going to have that feeling all the time. Not just when I think about it. Been spending alot of time with friends. Which is good, because if I do end up working 3 jobs .. then I'll never see them. But they'll understand that i'm making life better for myself. I refuse to grow up like my parents. I refuse to be like them. I will be better than everyone in my life. Wait and see.