I ♥ this song! So i'm going to post the lyrics. I can be loud man I can be silent I can be young man or I could be old I can be a gentleman or I can be violent I could turn hot man or I can be cold I could be just like the calm before the storm boy waiting for all hell yeah to break loose I can be innocent or I could be guilty Doesn't mean that I don't believe in the noose I could be rich like a wandering gypsy I could be poor like a fat wallet lost I could be the first man or I could come last It's not who breaks the ribbon boy it's how you get across I could be red blue black or white sunset as dark as a day boy or bright as a night I could be the sun man or I could be the moon I'm made up from the stars boy I'm shining so bright so I'm singing I could be asleep or I could be awake I can be alive man or be the walking dead I can be ignorant or I could be informed (yes sir) I could lead my life man or I could be lead I can be anything I put my mind to boy all I gotta do is give myself half a chance I could bring love back into my life And share it with the world if I got some balance "Zebra" John Butler Trio Eh. It just makes alot of sense to me. It just makes me ponder my life, and everything that surrounds it. Rob thinks I keep tweaking out on him. & I guess in a way I do. BUT .. He never explains shit to me half the time. He'll start to, then he just switches subjects. He just confuses me greatly, and when I tell him he does, he just laughs, and says thats his intention. Well then, why the fuck do you wanna talk to me? I'm confused as shit already about stuff in my life, I dont need a friend intentionally fucking with my head just for the hell of it. Maybe I'm making a big deal out of nothing. Who knows. After all. I'm just a crazy female. Josh is sleeping on the futon right now. I keep looking over and smiling everytime I hear him snore. It comforts me. Makes me feel like I'm right where I belong. It's nice. =] Wasn't a terrible day today. Then again, wasn't a superb day today either. It was just .. ehh. I'm still in a weird mood. My mind is all bent. I dont know how to explain it. & If I did, I wouldnt have so many people mad at me right now. *sigh* I just hope John comes through tomorrow. That'd be a relief. Although, I'd like to kick a certain someone in the fucking teeth for fucking with his head. CUNT. Oh well. TooDLeS ♥