To whomever is posting anonymous comments on my blog .. eatitbitch. Because .. you have no idea what my life is like, or how its gone down. But I refuse to stoop to your level. Just remember, don't judge people before you know the real story. :] ANYWAY. I'm seriously gonna punch James in the face. As it stands right now, I really don't even want him in my life anymore. I thought it'd be great at first. Now, I just want him gone. Stupid fucking coke addict. Yah. I finally found out why he's in a "facility". It's NOT a facility. It's a fucking halfway house. I wish he'd just grow the fuck up. He's 24, and he's been in and out of rehabs, halfway houses, jails, and juvenile detention centers since I met him .. which is about 10 years ago. Seriously. When will he learn. Then I tell him I'm hanging out with John last night. And he starts talking shit. You know what, faggot? FUCK YOU! I dont give a shit that you have some petty hatred for him from the 8TH GRADE. God. He sucks something fierce. Moving On. I finally stopped crying, and the miserableness has pushed itself to the back burner. It'll make a comeback. It always does. I can stifle it for so long .. then it just explodes. But, I was talking to Josh about it last night. He said I'm too emotional, and I cry way to easily. He went on to say that since he's known me .. I cry at least once a week. And he's right. I let my emotions get the best of me, and then I explode, and start crying. What I need to do is get everything under control, and then hopefully this crying shit finally subsides. Cause I hate crying. Saw the movie "300" last night. That movie is fucking GREAT! I can't wait to buy it when it comes out on DVD. heh. Saw the bitch last night, standing in front of his buddies shop. And I used to get angry when I saw him. Anger, frustration, etc .. all used to come bubbling to the surface. Not anymore. It's more like pity now. I feel sorry that he has to live with himself on a daily basis. Just glad i'm not there to watch him self destruct anymore. And as far as bert goes. Yah, you can still kiss my ass. I've been alot happier and alot better off WITHOUT you dragging me down. Put it this way, I was a ship going full steam ahead. You were kindof the anchor holding me back, slowing me down. It's better that I don't have to deal with your stupidity anymore. Speaking of which - didja tell your girl how bad you fucked up yet? Yahh .. didn't think so. Kay. This is long enough. Lates!