Listening to: Twiztid - Fuck on the First Date
Feeling: bored
Randomness at it's finest.
I was supposed to hang out with Justin this morning, and go job hunting. But I slept instead. Which is stupid of me. Considering i'm a jobless, broke ass bum.
I wanted to make a delicious dinner today, and have it ready for whenever Josh got home. Doesnt look like that's happening. The chicken is in the crock pot though. So that's at least a start. I'm making - Italian Chicken, Stuffing, Rice, and Broccoli with cheese. Yes, i'm a great girlfriend.
My cats .. are assholes. They spilled water everywhere. They somehow managed to knock over a huge fucking lamp, and broke it. They also hacked up hairballs all over the place. And now their like, clawing the shit out of my legs. Ugh. Stupid fucks.
I think Josh thought we were gonna have sex this morning. But that was happening. I just dont even wanna have sex anymore. With anyone. I dont even want to masturbate. Which is odd, considering I love doing that. Why my sex drive went from nympho to zero .. i'll never know. [too much information, i know, but deal with it.]
My toe isn't healing that fast. It's still all retarded, and hurts. I still gimp like a retard. UGH. And by the time I realized I needed stitches, it was too late, and I couldnt get them done. Yes, i'm an asshole.
I broke my compact yesterday. Soo now I have to go back to using concealer + powder. Which just adds another 10 fucking minutes to my makeup routine. I finally had it down to 15 minutes .. from 45. Ugh.
I need a haircut + a dye job. I'm bored with my hair. I want to get choppy/chunky layers all over my hair, + layers that frame my face, with the bangs off to one side. I also want to get lowlights .. red + brown. I think it'll look hot. We'll see what happens when I get a job.
I finally took my pants over to Julies so Nikki could rip them. [the pants that I ripped jumping the fence in Southside .. I'm still mad about that .. my favorite god damn pants.] Oh well. At least now i'll have "fashionable" pants.
I want to get my tattoo finished .. finally. All I need is 70 fuckin dollars to get my other star on my lower back. But, since I'm broke as fuck, I dont see it happening anytime soon. Oh, I also need new bellybutton rings, and nose rings. And I want to get my nipples pierced sometime soon. Hooray for metal objects shoved through your skin!
I do need to start burning an assload of cd's. Coz I have too much music on my computer .. and its making the hard drive full. I also need to put all my pictures onto disks. That way I have tons of hard drive space. Coz that'd just be rad.
Oh well. I'm done.
TooDLeS ♥
:-)
LaTer!