You know that quote .. "When it rains, it pours"? NOT IN MY LIFE. In Dara's life .. When it rains, I get hit with a fucking tsunomi. So I find out yesterday that my paternal Grandfather died either Sunday or Monday. Not that I care, because I don't. I met the man once when I was like 3 or 4, and he told my parents I was the ugliest child he had ever seen. So I never saw him again. As far as I'm concerned, Grandpa Bill [my Grandma's husband], will ALWAYS be my Grandfather. I mean, it sucks that he died. But I didn't know him, so it really doesn't affect me. Then a WHOLE bunch of other serious shit has been going on in my life. And I can't even talk about it, because I made a promise to family. And I can't break it. I want to though, I feel like I need to tell somebody. I know I told Josh, but I was told its okay, coz we live together. But .. I just wanna get it out there. UGH. So yesterday .. pretty much sucked major fucking dick. Tuesday night Jessiey came over, and we played board games with Josh, and just hung out and had a good time. Then we took her home around 11, and at 1 I got a phone call. *insert sad face here* Then that phone call snowballed into so much other shit. I spent the entire day on the phone yesterday. From 3 in the morning, till 4 in the afternoon. Hopefully everything works out for the best. *Keeps fingers crossed* All I can ask from anyone .. is to pray for my family. We really need all the help we can get. I'd really appreciate it. Thanks kids .. Wish me Luck! TooDLeS ♥