Yay! Stickers sent me the entire CKY CD - "An Answer Can Be Found" .. it's so0o great! I'm addicted to music. Esp. if it's FREE. haha. Anyways.. I think my friend Chris is mad at me. He won't talk to me. But, if he's gonna hate me for telling the truth, so be it. K, lemme explain. We hung out 2 weeks ago, and I told him we needed to find a boy for Julie. So he says his friend Jay would be good. So we go over to Jays house, and Julie & him hit it off. So far, so good. So then like 2 days later, Chris tells me he likes Julie. Whatever, right? Well, he lets a week go by. Got mad coz Jules & I went to Jays house without him. Then the next night, he tells Jules he likes her! WTF! Now lemme explain why this is so fucking shady. First off, Chris & I used to date/fuck around. Second, Julie is my best friend. Third, he was trying to hook up his good friend Jay with Jules. I mean, c'mon! You don't go after your ex's best friend, or friend for that matter. It just shouldn't happen. It's like a cardinal rule of dating. But, whatever. Coz I'm not apologizing for speaking the truth, or for speaking my mind about my feelings. FUCK IT. If your gonna hate me for telling the truth, I dont care. At least you don't hate me coz I lied. I really needed to get that off my chest. I just think its fucked up & shady as all hell. But whatever, of course I look like the bad guy. But when don't I?! I just dont care anymore. People always tell me that I should tell the truth, no matter what. But when I actually DO tell the truth, they can't handle it! No wonder I lie/hide it all the time. TooDLeS ♥