Welp. It's almost my birthday. Today officially kicked off birthday season. lol. My grandparents gave me my card. W00! I made 50 bucks, just for getting older. That rocks. But, as I sit here, thinking of it. I don't want to get any older. In 9 days i'll be 23. Why does that seem so freaking old?! Sigh. As long as I have good friends, good alcohol, and good music surrounding me for my birthday - it'll be just great. =] Got in a fight with bag of douche today. He doesn't realize that I hate it when people blow my fucking phone up. HE DOES IT EVERYDAY. Back the fuck off you stupid moron. If anything - we'll only ever be JUST friends. The end. You had your shot, you fucking blew it. GET OVER IT. Andddd ... i have a few things i COULD do tonight. But all I really want to do is sit around and be a bum. Blah. I really wish I could shut my brain off for about an hour. Because this thinking about shit is driving me crazy. I am a dreamer and when i wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take. And as you move on, remember me, Remember us and all we used to be I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. Whats funny is. I'd love to look into your eyes again. But the worst part is, i'd probably punch your face through a wall if I got the chance. UGH. And. Don't get ideas. That isn't to who you think it is. Or the other person you think it is. So hush your face. I'm an emotional train wreck anymore. OH! Yah. Gotta go get the lump in my breast checked again. The doctor felt it, and went "That's not good. We need to get that checked asap" UGH!