Everything just keeps spiraling downward in my sad little life, and i'm doing nothing to stop it. I'm actually welcoming my own self destruction. As they say - I'm fucked. John came over yesterday, to grab the dead mice he left in my freezer. He also smoked a bong with me. I was incredibly stoned for HOURS. I guess thats what happens when I don't smoke for a week. I had a nice, brief conversation with Moe yesterday. What's nice about chatting with people you don't always speak to is, they can come in, and give you an outsiders perspective, and make you open your eyes. Maybe I won't be such an asshole now. Who knows. Actually went to bed at a reasonable time last night. That's probably why I woke up at 6am today. Lets see. I slept from 4:30am to 2pm on Sunday. Then I went to bed at 11:30 last night and slept till 6am this morning. I guess I was tired. I'm applying at Dick's today [hopefully]. I also need to call PRC about my taxes, the bank about my DESTROYED account, Mercy about some financial help w/my overwhelming bills. Argh. Rob finally unblocked my number. lol. Don't ask me how he put my number as secret, and then couldn't figure out the EASIEST 4 digit code. *sigh* That's badass for ya. Oh well. Time to get a jumpstart on my day. TooDLeS ♥