worked the past 2 days. pfft, nothing new there. seen rob twice in like 4 days. i agree with him, this must be a world record. getting my permit and i.d renewed on thursday. hopefully plans w/rob don't fail. otherwise, i shall be alone for my journey downtown. everything else is basically the same. i work. i get fucked up. i work more. sleep. eat. work. get fucked up again. life's pretty boring. although, i truly hate the way my brain functions. it's actually kindof funny how much it hates me. furthermore, it's kindof funny how everyone hates me. ohh, they don't tell me. it's just the way everyone cuts me down constantly. it's the little things. the snide remarks. blowing me off constantly. it's all starting to eat away at me. & i can do nothing about it. because, i consider these people my "friends". pfft ..where the hell did i get that idea? idk, i MUST be crazy like everyone says, i mean, c'mon, i believe their bullshit lies that they spew out of their mouths like verbal diahrea. yup. love you too! ya fucks. TooDLeS ♥