People are confusing: i've decided.nobody can make their mind's up about anything!!:/the whole me,shell,spenn thing kinda of...urmmmm...made my friends take sides,kinda,which i didn't want.i didn't actually know what i was mad at michelle for most-lying to me to my face or txting spenn when she really knew how much i wanted to talk to him... i don't know why i want to talk to him..i don't think i fancy him i only met him once and i'm trying hard to remember what he looked like;maybe it's cos i still love my ex very much and i want to talk to him cos he gets to see ash everyday...?????????????? i confronted shell about her lying to me and she said she was 'protecting' me and she's sorry,and now the decision is up to me.i'm not sure what to do but i am having minimal communication with her at the mo' maybe then she might understand that i hate being lied to. Speaking of said ex,spenn txt me of ashs' phone and ask me to give him head-i don't know what i was most shocked at-what he asked me or for sending the message from my ex's phone??????????????? best friend sent a txt back from me saying i would(sarcasm,joke)she sent the message to ashley's phone except spenn had took it without knowing and ash has no idea what i was saying yes to until jo sent him a txt telling him what spenn had said-very funny-can't wait to hear what he has to say-but also could turn out very bad:/ verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry confused!!!!!!!!!!