I wait for the postman To bring me a letter And I wait for the good Lord To make me feel better And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulder Family in crisis that only grows older Why'd you have to go? Why'd you have to go? Why'd you have to go? Daughter to father Daughter to father I am broken, but I am hoping Daughter to father Daughter to father I am crying, a part of me's dying To be there These are the confessions Of a broken heart And I wear all your old clothes Your old polo sweater I dream of another you One who would never, never Leave me alone To pick up the pieces Daddy to hold me That's what I needed So why'd you have to go? Why'd you have to go? Why'd you have to go? Daughter to father Daughter to father I don't know you, but I still want to Daughter to father Daughter to father Tell me the truth Did you ever love me? These are the confessions Of a broken heart Of a broken heart I love you I love you I love you I love you... Daughter to father Daughter to father I don't know you, but I still want to Daughter to father Daughter to father Tell me the truth Did you ever love me? Did you ever love me? These are The confessions Of a broken heart I wait for the postman To bring me a letter... Meh...ive been thinking about updating for ages and ive thought about loads of stuff to write about,i had a really great entry planned.Hmmmm...think i might have to break everything down.. College Well college is college.Its still as hard as hell and still a huge push to get out of bed in a morning for it.I suppose ive started doing quite alot more work and ive even started revising go me.Must be doing something right cos ive done 3 assignments in the last month or so (2 for psychology and 1 for english)i got both As for my psychology-altho on one of them im cheated so fair enough-and i got a B for my english...so yeah. Erm as far as friends go im alot more happier and comfortable with the people there then i used to be.I don't know if i've ever told you about him but this guy who's obsessed with me-Chris-is really starting to get to me,i really need for him to back off alot.He seems to worship me but he doesn't get the point that i don't feel the same about him and i never will can't wait for him to leave sixth form in a couple of weeks. Love HUH! Well as always-not so great. Suppose i'll tell you lot about Phil.I met him through Krist who was at Heaven and Hell the weekend i went out to celebrate my birthday.He was perfect.Really nice guy,gorgeous,funny,great dress sense,great taste in music...my kinda guy.Everything went great for a few weeks-texting him when i could and i met up with him for an afternoon which was fantastic..had a brill time.But,come people this is MY love life,nothing stays sweet for longer than a month...got a message last week saying that he had met someone the previous saturday...and he mentioned something about being uncomfortable about the age dif(he was 21 prolly 22 this year-eventho the wed aftanoon that we were together he said he had no probs with it...so,go figure) Then theres Lucas-Jo's college friend-who is oh-so-fine and i fair wouldn't mind getting together with him.Chances of that happening-VERY slim! Been thinking about an ex lately got talking to Jules about him on saturday night when i saw her out.I must make more of an effort to keep in contact with her.Anyway just saying how much i miss him. Also been thinking about Ginge for some wierd(well not really) reason.He's a great guy and he always makes me feel great about myself every time i see him. Work Fabulous-i love and all the peeps that i work with. Social life Pretty healthy actually. Other stuff The parentals are going away this weekend and i don't have to go to work...so 2 whole days to do nothing..well Jo has already offered to fill some of it.She's on about coming up here with pot..so should be a bloody good night.Either that or we take the pot and go out to Vies which i also like the idea of.Well any of yous on here if you get bored this weekend feel free to swing by mine you'll be very welcome. one last thing i'd like to say...a big,massive sorry to Joe.Althought he might not read this it's the fact that im apologising in public(so nobody can call me too proud :P)I was completely out of order to say what i said..usually i would of kept what i thought about him to myself but that day i was on an unbelievable low and he was the only one i was upset with at that time. So....some nice things about Chew. >He's a fantastic driver >If you need a hug/cuddle he is the one and only >Fantabulous kisser >Incredibly funny >He's a great friend when you need him to be >Brilliant taste in music >Generouis >Loyal >Welcoming >Surprising >BFG See-i can be nice when i wanna. Love you allxxx