hmmm.... so in my last entry(twas private so you lot can't read it ha!)maybe all that stuff was way harsh and very deep..but i actually felt alot better to put all that oout there.getting it out of my head and wrote down was deffinitely a good idea.will it did form thoughts while i was lead in bed trying to get to sleep but after that..i haven't really thought about it.maybe it would be a good idea to get everything thats in my head wrote down then i may be able to concentrate on other,much more important things,say exams for example? have got an exam this week-bloody spanish speaking but i've kinda got it covered(ie whittaker's room monday dinner-fuck its mayday shit-bloocks-fuckety fuck fuck ughhhhhh-will have to try and work on it by myself on monday then see him on tuesday)oh weel i can so do this i used to be bloody a* student in spanish what the fook happened/ as for the rest of the exams have got them covered too early nights early mornings.its gonna be torture but since i have this immence incapibility of revising at night im gonna have to do it in the morning when nobody is awake-i might only need a bit of revision anyways-i didn't spend five bloody years working my ass off not to learn anything-cwk is to a good standard so i think i may be ok-hopefully oh well.... so ye spoke to a few ppl online last night ste and spenn to be specific(and caddy of course) awww spenn said he and jack had been talking about me the other day(as usual i was paranoid to fook-hate it whe ppl tell me they've been talking about me)but i had nothing to worry about cos they were saying how lovely i am :D (big happy) gosh i do love being me-i can't help being nice which just gets me lots of friends.so yeeeeeee!!!! very helpful since i'm going to their sixth form with nobody from my school. Hmmm..everything is pretty good tbh 'cept the worry of exams of course......but apart from that i seem to be getting on with everyone so everything is pretty great. x