nothing lasts forever-not even forever

Listening to: helicopter-bloc party
Feeling: deflated
............jo and chew broke up last night :( but i didn't find out off my BESTFRIEND noooooo i got to hear it off ste...how great do i feel about that??????????? well......i can't say i saw that coming can i?oo,oo no wait! i can! cos i did!duuhhhhh,however i have to say i had been told that teh probs had been sorted out but according to joe they weren't. (*big sigh*) tbh i feel for chew, he's the one whos hurting here..... however..wish my girl would get online so i can talk to her.....yo chick were supposed to be going to blackburn tomorrow remember?? you still coming with? and are we going out on saturday.....or not? looks like it's taxi for us now? ok the last line was a bit shallow but nevermind like i can be bothered being nice today. oh,and BLOC PARTY OWN!!!!!!!!!!!
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Please, kacy, tell Jo that I want to talk things through with her, if she'll give me a chance. I'm not upset about the "pics", i'm past that, she told me i've nothing to worry about, and i believe her.. It's the communication that needs work, but that will only come in time, she won't just open up overnight. But i'm willing to give weeks, months..years.. for her to be comfortable. I still love her and i've done nothing but cry for the last 2 days
Just let her know that she meant everything to me, and i'm willing to work things out.

If she'll give me a chance. Please.. tell her kacy, ring her or whatever, just let her know.. and get her to txt/ring me. Please, i dunno what to do without her. I'm lost.