i don't know what i'm feeling tbh...i've put bittersweet but my heads blank,but at the same time swarming with random bullshit about nothing. prolly easier if i break it down. school/exams meh-well it's pretty ok i suppose but i'm not building my hopes up and totally jinx myself,i feel i may have done okish but i've still got a little nervous nagging feeling-like did i answer the way i was supposed to?or did i get enough points down to get all the marks?oh well they are done with,well 4 of them are the rest are still to come. job well if you haven't guessed i decided to quit-i really couldn't take it working there any longer-tis shit pay for what they make you do,and working shifts isn't that brilliant either.i just want a simple saturday job-preferbally(sp?)with decent pay.am gonna over to bburn tomorrow and look for one. family pretty ok with some of it(mostly my step family and my dad's side)but today my brother was supposed to pick after school and we were gonna go shopping and i was gonna look for a job too-but he completely forgot-im not joking-my own brother forgot about me-that's nice eh?anyway hope i'll get to see my mum's side of the fam this weekend since i WONT be working. social life erm...well....suppose it's okish,went out last weekend and the weekend before and if you've been following then you'd know that both times totallly rocked.anyway i really so badly want to go out tomorrow night but i can only go out if 1)parents let me and 2)parents give me money. as much as i do want to go out at the same time i really don't wanna go out cos it would be going out and going to vies and vies is,frankly,not that great,i've got to agree with everyone else and i've only been there a few times and i just wanna go somewhere else-theres only caddy to go to vies for and thats it. love life erm.....completely messed up-can't decide whether i want to mess around for a bit or if i want something a little more secure.will get back to you on this subject. so there it is-goodnight fair beautiful peoplexx