You let me violate you You let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you You let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides Help me I've got no soul to sell Help me The only thing that works for me Help me get away from myself I want to fuck you like an animal I want to feel you from the inside I want to fuck you like an animal My whole existence is flawed You get me closer to god You can have my isolation You can have the hate that it brings You can have my absence of faith You can have my everything Help me Tear down my reason Help me It's your sex I can smell Help me You make me perfect Help me become somebody else I want to fuck you like an animal I want to feel you from the inside I want to fuck you like an animal My whole existence is flawed You get me closer to god Through every forest above the trees Within my stomach scraped off my knees I drink the honey inside your hive You are the reason I stay alive heh-behold my new addiction to NIN well haven't updated for ages-and don't know what to write to be honest. where can i start? well if nobody knows by now i'm going with caddy...woot for me! erm it's going pretty allright-though i havent seen him for a while(well since friday)and i really miss him...it's not good...i constantly wish he was here with me..... :( IT'S NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!!! erm...i left school a couple of weeks ago and had my leaver's party-twas good everyone slightly tipsy in posh clothes dancing the night away-deffo one of the most special nights ive had in a while. i think that might be all actually cept for me and jo being better friends again which is cool-i like having my best friend back. speaking of friends- i made two new ones today-there was an induction day at st wilfs for those of us coming from different school-was really good actually,both girls one is called claire and the other is called rachel-they're nice,we seemed to get on pretty well. today was going great untill i saw him-we didn't speak-we didn't really acknowledge each other just kinda looked the other way-the really sad,crappy thing is that he was looking really cute-even if his hair has turned really ginger with the sun. anyways-that's all really-am too bored and tired to write any more so.. adiosxx