okay so this is espesh for chew.......hmmm something constructive???? weeeeeelllll....here goes. my life is kinda weird at the moment cause i dont know what is going on much and (being deeper than i've ever been on sitDiary) it kind of feels like other people are controling it for me.Now,that would usually be ok cause anyone can do a better job at living my life than me,however those of you who really know me would understand that other people being in control of MY life would be very stressful for me cause i HATE it when IM not in control. ---------------------------------- to joe:no im not talkin about hat its kinda difficult to explain whats goin on in my head cos even i dont know......thanks for sayin hi to me today