Its an interesting time to be me it seems. Well not really, I’ve just got a lot of shit going on as usual. I thought spring break would be nice and relaxing. It seems though the world has other plans for me. I’m still struggling with my college situation. I thought things would all come to together now that I finally knew what I really wanted to do, it just isn’t so. The school in Pennsylvania I had really wanted to go to; is thirty grand for two damn years. Realistically I know I will never be able to afford that. So, now I guess I’ll shoot for UD. However there is a good chance that my grades won’t be good enough to get in. I don’t really know what I’m going to do now. I guess I can go to Del-tech for a semester or two but then again creepy stalker guy goes there… and my chances of getting shot increase drastically. That might be an outcome I can live with. My situation at work isn’t much sunnier, except I’ll be the one doing the shooting in the hypothetical situation. The Queen is driving everyone up the fucking wall; I told Chelsey last night we should make like The Son’s of Liberty and dump her tea in the harbor. I don’t think she got the reference, her American history isn’t very good. We have a pretty good letter passing system going on though. I’ve got a slightly bigger problem now though with the new bus boy. Well its not so much a problem as its going to be really awkward when I shoot him down. I’ve sworn off high school boys for good after the last one. He’s really nice and naïve, I feel sorry for him. Even if he were older I’d never date anyone I work with anyway. I hate how nothing ever quite works out how I want it to, nothing can ever be easy. I figure out what I want to do with my life and I don’t have enough money to accomplish it. I’m finally looking to start dating again and I get a silly boy who thinks just because I pay him a little attention I must want to date him. Seriously, what is it with you guys? Just because a girl talks to you doesn’t mean they want to pop your cherry. I’m sure a lot of guys experience the same thing. I was talking to Cait about it earlier today, I agree with her Middletown just doesn’t have anything for us. We are going to warped tour this summer which is incredibly exciting.