I’ve been reading J.D. Salinger’s book called Nine Stories, my favorite so far is Teddy and Down at the Dinghy. I can’t discern a lot of meaning from any of them though, just that I like them. I’ve never been very good at analyzing literature. I’ve decided once and for all that I would not want to be a teacher. The past couple weeks I’ve been rethinking the occupation but I just don’t like people and their kids enough to invest any amount of time in them. Even though the education system doesn’t expect much of anyone, which was its original appeal. I don’t want any part of it but I don’t know what I want to be apart of either. Ho hum. I'm really addicted to to CSI at the moment its just so gory. Maybe I could make their cadavers. I’ve also been having a lot of useless dreams the past couple nights… well no, I’ve been remembering a lot of my dreams lately that I find useless. They involve a lot of people friends, family, etcetera; one person in particular that I’d rather not have in my head at all. I wonder why it is humans dream? I know that they occur during REM sleep which is paradoxical sleep (fourth stage) and that our brain waves appear as BETA, which are active aware brain waves. But, no one really knows what they are or why we have them. Though I have head a theory that says its electrical activity bouncing around… but that doesn’t explain it much. Of course there are those dream ‘dictionaries’ but those are usually dumber then the dreams themselves. In perfect honesty I could do without my recent bout of night time electrical brain activity entirely.