How can I put this delicately? Oh yeah I suck at life, pretty much anyway. While out driving about with the amazing Cait we went to our favorite walking spot and I got my car stuck in a ditch. Luckily enough two park ranger officers were at the scene in like five seconds, more like bizarre. It went something like crash, oh fuck me!, officers arrive and save my sorry ass. We didn't call them or anything they just kind of appeared. Somehow or another they were able to get my car out of the ditch to which I am extremely grateful for. However I am going to have to replace my bumper who took quite a beating. I didn't think it was that bad at first but then I realized there is a hole so I've got to get a new one. At least the car itself is fine and my dad didn't tear my head off. As soon as I can get some money together I'll replace it. I'm just so mad at myself for doing this again. This is my second accident in less then a year. Granted it is my first year driving. What can I do now, right? Not get myself in anymore stupid accidents thats what! Grade wise I'm faring much better, even if I'm going through a bit of a career crisis. I got an ninety three on my first math test, one hundred and one on my second psych test, more then likely an A in Chinese, only a B in English, university seminar I should have an A, literacy I got an A on the midterm, and world history who the heck knows. As for the career crisis I just don't know what I want to do with my life anymore. I'm not even sure if college is the place for me anymore; at least not Delaware State University. I just feel so terribly unchallenged. My classes don't challenge me just keep me busy. I feel like if I only knew what I wanted to do with my life then at least then I could have some drive. I�m leaning towards theater make up again. I'm just not sure how I would get into that career field. Its something I'm going to have to take some serious time to figure out before I go an make any big decisions. On long talk with Cait is due I believe, while I'm not driving.