Last night I had a strange yet horrifying dream. I was in a dark van of sorts with several different rows and a yellow overhead light. There was a boy who I guess I was in the process of becoming involved with several rows behind me. We sent notes to one another as a means of communication. The most memorable said something like I'm going to commit suicide and there were several kinds of pills in the folds of the notebook paper� I guess he wanted us to commit suicide together. It was pretty disturbing. I remember having a suicide pact with Brianna, because I didn't want to die alone, it ended up keeping us both alive. When one of us fell the other would swoop in and pick the fallen up again. Other parts of my dream where standing on a fishing dock watching the sunrise over a bay, in an expensive beach like community to which I had run away to. Man that was a big weight off my chest for some reason. The morning didn't kick off much better. My hair wouldn't cooperate, I ran out of time to eat breakfast, and on top of everything I forgot to do an out line for English. Needless to say I was pretty pissy. Anyway I got over it and James and I stopped for coffee that helped a lot. That kid in my previous math class is in my new one; you know the one that stood me up. I suppose he thinks were cool. I met up with another girl from my English class who will also be in my new math, yeah he is so getting booted from the seat next to me. I'm really happy to meet up with her; I thought I wasn't going to have anyone. I also budded up with another girl in my English comp class, Frasier she is pretty cool definitely not like my first impression. In those respects it kind of feels like this week is turning around. I stopped by the mall after school I wanted to do away with my gift card I got for Christmas. I picked up some decent movies but the selection really sucked. Driving is so much more relaxing when my brother isn't present. Your amazing James but you seriously get under my skin when it comes to your constant bossing around. It gets really old really quick. Anyway I was passing Townsend trying to figure out why I did what I did. Watching the road but glancing every so often at the key chain in my hand� I finally decided to toss it out the window. Sometimes I wish life gave out redo cards like in monopoly.