I’m really terrible at starting these things off, I always say the same thing, its been a long couple of days. Well, today is different because this weekend has flown past. I’m going to a liquor serving class on Thursday, Sushi Yama’s has decided they want me to be a waitress, and I can’t think of a better olive branch. Considering how much Cindy has been screwing up and making me hostess, its about damn time I got a promotion. I’m a little nervous, I’m not exactly a people person, but the money is enough of an incentive to become one. I’m more excited though, for this coming Friday. Not only do I get Friday night off, but I also get to go to the film festival and hopefully a party afterwards. Finally something worth dressing up for and I can’t wait to finally have a Friday night off… the first one in oh a year. I deleted my myspace, its absolutely liberating. I’m not sure how long it’ll last but at least for now I’m enjoying the freedom feeling. I’m going to make Cait fess up, one way or another, I am getting to the bottom of this. I’m going to figure out why I‘m being avoided, and if its what I suspect, well, leaving people is sort of my specialty. I realize that sounds really cold, but its kind of true. I’m sick of chasing after her and all of the confusion that goes a long with it. If she wants to be alone, I can accommodate that, though I’d rather just get my friend back.